Oct 06, 2005 16:44
I love school.
I need to study for my anatomy test.
Last night I hung out with andrew and chris. It was pretty rad.hahaha. "at least we are not corny." that quote became the meaning to life. Somehow we decided that no matter how shitty life gets and no matter how many things go wrong at least we are not that dude. We seriously discused it in great detail.
The lake house didnt quite turn out the way i hoped. but i did ask zach to marry me and asked him how much he loved me. from his head down to his toes.
I slept in the grass under the sky. ahhaa i like how i try to make that seem nicer than it actually was. HAHA. if it was only known.
I swung on the tire swing the next morning. The view there is so pretty. I want a lake house when I grow up.
I always have the same dream that Im pregnant and married and it just makes me more anxious. I know i still have a lot
of living to do, and partying. but Im excited to eventually settle down and have kids. Its a ways away. but I cant wait to be a wife, and a mom. I wonder what the man Im going to marry is doing right now. I dont even know if i know who he is, or where he is. Its a gay thing but I always thought about that. That somewhere out there is the man im going to marry, I just dont know it.
this is a really gay entry. but whatever
love.