this is everything

Sep 06, 2005 23:15

i think its so funny how things change. but we are still kind of the same.

I think its so funny how we are all so much alike and things happen to all of us at the same time. Like thats the way it was all meant to be. And we were all placed in clarksville tennessee to be there for each other and to help each other get through all the hard times and embrace all of the good times together. its silly, but how could we be any more perfect together. I know we will all be friends forever. Some things just click and there is no un clicking them. I like that.

i feel amazing.

I guess I could regret some of the things that have been happening as of lately in my life. but I dont. I know my reasons and Ive got my excuses. but they really dont mean shit. I am just living my life and enjoying it second by second. and I like where I am.

im not really waiting on anything extrodanaorily spactacular and Im sure as fuck not counting on any miricals. I dont really need any of that. I got so caught up in everything that I kind of forgot myself for a while.
im NOT scared anymore
. i like that feeling, of not being afraid. ♥

i love the way music makes me feel and I love the way Im not afraid to dance in my car and sing at the top of my lungs. im glad living feels so good again.

I Threw my guts up out of a hotel window.
I rode crazy roller coasters
I cried on the way back from atlanta.
I rode in a two seater car with 6 people listening to jameraqui.
I stayed out way too late and woke up way too early.
fell asleep holding hands.
woke up holding hands.
stepped on sleeping people on the floor.
Slept on the couch everynight.
went swimming butt naked.
danced in the street to our own voices in the dark.
talked about where we would be when we were 30.
worked our selves to the point of passing out.
making lists of all the places we wanted to see.
and we will see them.

im so tired. time to sleep on the couch again.

goodnight
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