This has taken me for ever to write and i think it basically sums up how i feel about things&stuff

Nov 07, 2005 17:00

I'm scared.
Scared of your undieing love.
Scared of your ever faithfulness.
With every day, every hour and minute my blood rises.
Scared of your compassion, of your wonderfully horrible smile.
Scared of your tender, loving touch that thrills me to every inch of my being.
Scared of your mind which hurts most of all, because you can understand me completely.
Scared of your lips with every bitter sweet kiss you give to me.
Scared of how you look at me, how you promise me, how you speake to me.
Scared of the love you give me in the purest of all forms.
I'm scared of being with you, NOT because you'll hurt me, NOT because you could find some one els;
but because you love me and I don't know what love could be untill I found you.
I didn't know what happiness was untill I found you and what the feeling of genuine joy felt like.
No knowing what to do when your satisfied in every aspect of your life.
I'm scared because I'm happy. You make me so very happy. I'm so glad you came into my life.
I feel so complete, and it scares me like nothing ever has, because I know I need you.
I know with out you in my life I would just be living, and would not be truely ALIVE.
I'm yours, everything I am is yours.
I love you.
I know that the meaning of those words have deminished more and more because of the past, but your redefine what love truely was ment to be.
I can't explain this feeling in my heart in any other way than love.
I love you, and I know i always will.
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