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Aug 04, 2006 23:17

It doesn't hurt tonight. I think I'd forgotten what it was like not to be in pain. But I'm so tired all the time. Things... confuse me.

Perce tells me to relax, not to worry, I'll be seeing Vincent again soon. I don't really understand all he told me. I don't think I was really with it. He said something about mirrors. I didn't quite follow.

Mirrors... something aout them scares me. I don't know why. I've been having these dreams... well, nightmares, really. I'm looking in a mirror, but I can't see myself; just people I love standing in flames. It always ends with Vincent, only... it's not Vincent.

I don't want these dreams. Don't want any of this. I'm tired of things not making sense.

Sometimes I wish I was back on the streets again. I understood the rules. It was my world. This... I don't understand any of it.

I want to go home, but I don't know where that is any more.
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