Aug 05, 2005 20:24
so i had a date with tania tonight. it all went well till like we were outside with her mom and so they were going to leave so i went to the food court cause i was hungry and so i got my food and i went to go find a place to sit and they are standing next to me so im like "wow um you guys freaked me out" then i thought they were goign to get some food and so i went to sit down and i ate really fast and i felt like such a loser cause i didnt really say anything to them then i got up and like they were gone so shit im a loser...
parents make me nervous...
that was really weird and i suck...
i know it may not sound that bad but it probably seemed as if i didnt want to talk to them and i was avoiding them.
eh why am i shy and nervous around people??why cant i be myself. i mean i am in front of tania...