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Hey ok im sittin here at the house listening to this song called lips of an angel im sure u know what im talking about. Damn this is how exactly how i feel and holly told me that this song was how she felt. But i just dont know if i should believe that because in the song it says how the guy and girl want to be togethor but they never get back togethor but they both have got new bf and gf and they really never moved on from there relationship. i wish i could chase after her but she just doesnt want me to she likes her bf because he goes to her school not to mention he is older than me and he is more mature more likly but i will never be like jake im not gonna bother her because all that will do is cause trouble for her and me and why do that. Im not one of them guys who goes out and looks for trouble its like trouble can find me all on its own. Mom came home today i guess i was glad to see her i mean i wasnt jumping for joy but i was glad to c her. Well bryan went to the eagles to watch the football game and mom went to the 501 and im here all alone which is fine with me i dont need any company im liking being alone its giving me time to express my feelings on here. I just question a few things in my life. U know god doesnt give u to much in life that u cant take i mean he loaded me down this year but i guess i will just have to take the blows. I got some more bad news Travis my dads brother is probley gonna die he is a true alcholic and he just got out of the hospital and he is right back into the bottle. Why would u do somethin that could kill u or if u knew it would kill u. Its kool to drink some like every now and then but he is just drinking and drinking before the year is over with im gonna be going to another funeral from someone on my dads side of the family. God this is really gonna be a shitty year. But hey i still have me and my family i mean i guess thats mom midnight and bryan. But i guess we all got to die but why do we all gotta die in the year 2006 lol. Well when mom got home she gave me my gifts and i got some badass colone and a cool thing to put on my necklace it is a football helmet. Tommorow at Success im gonna get to play football for the first time this week and im gonna lay some one the fuck out u wait and c i aint fucked up about hitting some motherfuckers lol. Thats my dad in me i can tell that. But the cowboys lost yesterday because of all the wrong reasons but hey thats how it works sometimes and u cant win them all but u can show up to play and not have ur head up ur ass. The offenseive line was doing a great job until yesterday against the eagles. Well im sittin here just being bored im about to go in the living room and finish watching the game and make me something to eat. Well im out thanks again Journal.
Eric
Eric