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I am soo depressed right now. I really do feel like i'm completly hopeless 99% of the time now.
Well today I failed my Microsoft Certification exam...so that will be 130 bucks to retake that shit. MISSED IT BY TWO FUCKING QUESTIONS. I took it well at first but the more i think about it, thats just my luck. I studied my ass off all weekend for that fuckin test and thats what i have to show for my hours of hard work...NOTHING.
I'm just tired of living the same routine every day. I mean we can see how well college is paying off. I'm getting deeper in debt and absolutly nothing to show for it. I hate my god damn job but see no way out in the near future.
Every morning the motivation to wake up just isn't there anymore...Its hard to think of a good enough reason to get out of bed anymore. Unless its the weekends.
Well today I failed my Microsoft Certification exam...so that will be 130 bucks to retake that shit. MISSED IT BY TWO FUCKING QUESTIONS. I took it well at first but the more i think about it, thats just my luck. I studied my ass off all weekend for that fuckin test and thats what i have to show for my hours of hard work...NOTHING.
I'm just tired of living the same routine every day. I mean we can see how well college is paying off. I'm getting deeper in debt and absolutly nothing to show for it. I hate my god damn job but see no way out in the near future.
Every morning the motivation to wake up just isn't there anymore...Its hard to think of a good enough reason to get out of bed anymore. Unless its the weekends.