ehhh...

Jan 30, 2005 10:05

well, me and aaron broke up. for a while we were taking a break from eachother, and now idk. but apparently he can't trust me anymore... i know i've done some not-so-great things when it came to our relationship, but i love that boy more than life itself, and everytime we're not together he's all i can think about. even though we can't be together right now and i just want him to be happy, i just wish he could see that i am truly sorry for everything. i know he loves me, and in a way that makes it better, but harder at the same time. i just wish he could forgive me, though...

but for the time being i'm just going to be single and TRY to have fun, and friday night was def. FUN. me, nat, kiwi, court, carm, caroline, and leahanna all stayed the night at nat's. we're going to have to do that again girls. me and court had to leave early to go eat at her granny's. then i went out in the snow with jacob to look at prom dresses and spent the rest of the day with him:) we def. passed someone on the way that i didn't need to see, though... ANYWAYS. i finally saw a dress online last night that i am absolutely IN LOVE with, and there are two more that i really like, too.






my favorite's the white one, but i really like the other one's, too.

ahhh i miss grant.. he's grounded all week because of him, cody, and kendall's dumbass idea, but i won't get into THAT. i'm really glad me and him have started hanging out a lot again, and he's really been there for me and listened to me whine and cry and bitch about the whole thing with aaron. and so have my TRUE girls, and i absolutely LOVE yall to death. esp. for the past few days when i lost it at school --thanks so much yall.

well this has gotten kind of long, so i'm going to go clean my room so i can go do something later on, and hopefully i'll be able to drive in this shit... later guys.
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