Stupid games
Unbelievable..
I'm not one to point fingers and focus merely on the facts. I'm a dreamer, an optimist...and nothing at this point can betray disposition. I presume bitterness will prevail this time, from both sides, and this connection we've worked so hard to build, although hidden by obvious actions, is now gone. To blame and accuse is pointless.. ( Read more... )
wow reading this hit me harder then anything i have ever read.your right it's not my fault your fault it was ours. there were so many things we could have done to prevent this. Wow and no I don't talk shit i tell my bestfriends what I feel. I'm not one to keep things inside. Your bitter yes I understand so am I. Hypocrits of course. Thank you for still seeing the potential. I see more in you then anyone else. Funny how I woke up thinking it was all a dream.That you would call me as if nothing. Crazy how I still miss and need you more then ever now.I tore you apart and there is nothing in this world that can change that. I hurt more then ever now. I proved myself. To make things better possible will we? IT's all up to fate and god.Im here for you no matter what, I see something in you that takes me away. I still see you as being the best thing on this earth. We both deserve happiness and I know better then anyone else that we can give each other that.Just know that I love you more then anything that has ever set foot in my world. You have the best of me and you have something no one else will ever see. Only you will bring this side out of me. You will only have the piece every man that is ineterested is dying to have. It belongs to you and i couldn't be more happier that you have. Your more then what anyone can ask for and I thank you for having come into my life. You changed my life in ways no one has ever been able to. You gave me hope love reason to be here. You brought out the girl in me that has been needing to come out. Your the reason I still breath your the reason I smile and thank god he kept me alive and given me the honor to meet the worlds most incredible man.You truly are special your ineer radiance always shines and brings me to fall for you every sinlge time. The heart you have is incredibly beautiful and full of love. I was lucky to have experieced that.We need to grow up. Were both ready for different things. Everytime I look into your eyes no matter if their filled with pain bitterness hate I see my future. I see it with one simple glance. I see the boy I would love to have shared as much time as I could with. I'm not here tot ell you that I'm sorry that I want you back. Im here to say that your wonderful and beautiful. That you brought meaning into me. Into everything, I thank you for looking and seeing what many people or I should say 99.9% of people did not see. You saw more in me then anyone. You made me feel things I never thought were ever possible to feel. I love you with every bit of my heart. I'm not going to go do the things people expect me to do. I'm me and I'm doing what I feel is right. Who knows maybe in 10 years you and I will meet again. By then we will be mature and over this. I love you Dan you are the love of my life we were meant to be together. We were meant to find each other be happy together feel the way we do. No Matter what I will always be here with open arms for you. I love you and I never will stop. I wont let go of you, I can't. Do I want to know. Is it what's right? No. MY heart and god know what's right and as of right now there will be more then 1 night that I wish for your smile and laughter to rejoice my heart. There will be many nights spent crying over the loss many nights full of pain. But no matter what I'm going through every single thing because your worth it. Your worth every tear I have ever cried. Ilove you Dan!
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