Drifting Spirits

Nov 26, 2005 19:15

Bleach = yes.
Minus The Bear = yes.

Learn to let go. Let go to learn.
What is my purpose? It can't be to live a happy life; nor to hate.
It also can't be to just be here.
I feel like I'm living in a dream and a nightmare, all in one.
Like I've lost perception of what's real and what's not.
Where am I?

*I like to think of myself as the kid who is ill, who can die at any moment, and that's it. That others only have sympathy for me. I bring it onto them because that's all I can offer because there's nothing I can do about it. Others could care for me, but in the end, no one can-nor will-get near me. So I am separated and left to wander this world alone. That watching others prosper is my torment as Time strangles me until my dying day. I'm breaking down.

My eyes are open and everything still moves in slow motion.
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