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Do you not care how I feel, I changed, just to suite you, I agreed with you, to make you happy, even though I didn't want to, I love you, more than anyone can ever love you, and don't deny your love for me, I know it can't leave so fast if it was so great, I know it has to still be there, so at least just try to find it, and reconsider your love for me, as I have to you...because I know this could last longer, and we both wanted it to, I know I've been mean, so have you, you've given me more good times that anyone possibly can, we've been through everything together, loss of friends, gain of friends, loss of love, gain of love...I’ve loved you for the past 7 ½ months…and more to come, hopefully…I’ve given you my love and my self, I’ve done things for you like no one could believe, and i've loved you more than anyone could believe, not once have i doubted it, not once, but now, after a week you don't love me? now i doubt you, because that must be really hard, and you've been lying to me for a week...even if you didn't know, you should have thought...so i've given up, unless you can change your mind soon, i might be done, but hey, ya never know, i've liked someone else ALOT 2 times, maybe it works with love too...
I was young and so naive
wearing my heart on my sleeve
and so I gave it to you
now left in pieces like broken jewels
you just up and left me here
for rot-gut gin and cheap beer
but I'm over crying and into fits
sad to see you go, you piece of shit
I have a wicked heart because of you
now hate is all that I can do
I have a wicked heart because of you
now hate is all that i can do
endless tears I cried for years
your endless bottoms of empty beers
smiling with your drink in hand
to think I once called you a "real man"
i was always 2nd best, but what could I do?
when you loved a bottle and I loved YOU
i have a wicked heart because you
now hate is all that i can do
i have a wicked heart because of you
now hate is all that i can do
it makes me sick to think I cared
knowing you were never there
and you'll go on, what will you be?
never again a part of me
with empty hearts and open hands
you will hold your tainted stance
remember me when you fall apart
because you gave me this wicked heart
i have a wicked heart because you
now hate is all that i can do
i have a wicked heart because of you
now hate is all that i can do
a wicked heart because you
now hate is all that i can do
i have a wicked heart because of you
now hate is all i'll ever ever do