Sorry I have been off so much again...

[erexen]

My Mom is back in hospital, thankfully Not covid related (she tested negative again) but it has been scary due to the risk of re-exposure. Sigh. Plus spent a lovely day with a long distance friend, doing what we share a love of. You know who you are. Missing all of my friends, the stress has been awful. I hope things are So Much better in your

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[erexen]

Thank you for sharing your vibes, every bit helps at this juncture. It has been a tremendous weight, leaving me so drained. exhausted, and totally unmotivated to be social. Even though I miss all of you when I'm not on, I haven't been able to scrape time together to turn on my email, let alone go through it. I have just under 540 emails to go through... mind you there's lots of ads & BS in there, but wading through it without missing important ones makes it a slow process. sigh.

The time with my friend was immeasurably refreshing and left me feeling better than I have in too long. Plus I was able to play some games with friends online, which helped too.

The grief is another heavy layer on everything at this point, not an entity on it's own, but a bitter icing on this pastry. It lingers and throbs like a bruise to the soul. Working on handling everything, it is simply more complicated now. Thank you for understanding, I'm sad that you've gone through it as well, we'll share some vibes with each other in support. Take care over there, and be safe.