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I feel like sharing... so here's some cookies for you. You're gonna need them, there's going to be major rantings ahead ;)
Do you know those days you just feel like curling up in bed and stay there for the rest of the day, or until all the things that bother you disappear by their own... I feel like that today. Sometimes it's so much easier when you are not given the power to decide, you just have to move, even if the situation is the worst possible. At least you can't look back to what it might been, to survive you have to keep going, and you get your strength from there, from knowing that that's the only way to go, you can't look aside. At least you don' have the responsibility of your choices, because there's none. It's like you been pushed forward and the only thing you want is to stay quiet and in the same place.
No, I'm not depressed, I've just been thinking too much about next week, the time I start my internship... I have no idea where I'm heading to and what I'm supposed to do. Maybe I'll just keep going, trying not to think too much of what's expected from me, because I really don't know what it is. I'm trying to call my internship teacher, but she will only be available the day I start the damn thing. I have no idea what she thinks about the project that I've delivered some weeks ago, and I have no idea if I'm going through the right way. Aren't teachers supposed to help us in this cases? Grr! I need a guiding light at this point.
Yeah, I also think I'm overreacting to this, but I can't help it... I just have too much time on my hands and then I start thinking... is it possible for a person to think too much? :P
Oh! And by the way, ithilmenel if you stop by OBM, a pop-up appears with an audio video of Numb from LP. Just take a look, it's worth ;) And don't forget to turn your speakers on
Do you know those days you just feel like curling up in bed and stay there for the rest of the day, or until all the things that bother you disappear by their own... I feel like that today. Sometimes it's so much easier when you are not given the power to decide, you just have to move, even if the situation is the worst possible. At least you can't look back to what it might been, to survive you have to keep going, and you get your strength from there, from knowing that that's the only way to go, you can't look aside. At least you don' have the responsibility of your choices, because there's none. It's like you been pushed forward and the only thing you want is to stay quiet and in the same place.
No, I'm not depressed, I've just been thinking too much about next week, the time I start my internship... I have no idea where I'm heading to and what I'm supposed to do. Maybe I'll just keep going, trying not to think too much of what's expected from me, because I really don't know what it is. I'm trying to call my internship teacher, but she will only be available the day I start the damn thing. I have no idea what she thinks about the project that I've delivered some weeks ago, and I have no idea if I'm going through the right way. Aren't teachers supposed to help us in this cases? Grr! I need a guiding light at this point.
Yeah, I also think I'm overreacting to this, but I can't help it... I just have too much time on my hands and then I start thinking... is it possible for a person to think too much? :P
Oh! And by the way, ithilmenel if you stop by OBM, a pop-up appears with an audio video of Numb from LP. Just take a look, it's worth ;) And don't forget to turn your speakers on