Being kicked while you're down, yeah that's a GREAT feeling!
I talked to Mom last night on the phone. She told me I should apply at the Park again this summer. It would give me a chance to get away from everything here in Edmonton that's been dragging me down. And let's face it, the pay is ridiculously awesome down there. I'd have enough to pay for tuition and still have enough left over to see me through the semester in a way that would make the money I make working my ass off now look like a joke. As much as I would miss Mike, it sounded like a fantastic idea.
To leave all this behind and heal? I never should have put it in my head.
The deadline was a month ago. Just like the research positions, by the time it occurred to me the opportunity had long since past. Even the dust trail has dissipated by now. Now, it's just another lost opportunity. It wouldn't be so bad if the idea hadn't sounded so nice. Now it hurts more than the research positions ever did.I want to get out of here.
I already feel like I'm sinking. This did not help. At all.
To leave all this behind and heal? I never should have put it in my head.
The deadline was a month ago. Just like the research positions, by the time it occurred to me the opportunity had long since past. Even the dust trail has dissipated by now. Now, it's just another lost opportunity. It wouldn't be so bad if the idea hadn't sounded so nice. Now it hurts more than the research positions ever did.I want to get out of here.
I already feel like I'm sinking. This did not help. At all.