So School....
WEll it is fall semester which means, hopefully, that I am going to be around a lot more now. I will try and post on here as often as possible now, to make up for lost time. At the same time I will try and keep up with everyone else's journal's as much as possible. I've been kind of lost as of late. Hopefully reconnecting as much with my old world as possible will help me find my way again.
I've kind of been in a strange limbo lately because I don't feel like I've really moved forward at all or have done anything. That was what most of my summer was like. I spent all last semester running my brain and heart so fast that once summer hit I guess I just kind of stopped. Stopped talking to people or doing anything. There are rare exceptions to this of course. There are the times that I spent with Heather and Tracy at con and the fringe. As well as all of the time I spent with Mike or gaming. There just wasn't a lot of adventure involved at all.
Now school has started again and there may be adventure or there may not. I think I would be happy either way. Even if I don't expand my experience I'll be expanding my mind and that, for now, is enough. I'm liking all of my classes so far, even math. Surprisingly, thusfar phys ed is my favourite and that is not what I would have expected. But I love the teacher and it really is much better than the experiences I had in the gym in school. Perhaps if my gym class had been the way that I am now learning to teach it I would have had a lot more fun and would be more active now. Oh wait.... I'm lazy.... nevermind! Haha!
I am glad that I am not working as much as I was the first couple weeks of school. If I was working every night at Gymboree, even without the job at the day care I don't know when I would get anything done. This makes it all so much easier. I was worried that having two jobs while going to university would be difficult, and it was until I cut my hours at Gymboree. Now I think I can manage it and will be able to live and work comfortably for the rest of the year and maybe even save money. Save money rather than living from pay cheque to pay cheque. What a concept!
All in all, while I am stressed, I think it is because I am not used to being anymore, if that makes sense.
I've kind of been in a strange limbo lately because I don't feel like I've really moved forward at all or have done anything. That was what most of my summer was like. I spent all last semester running my brain and heart so fast that once summer hit I guess I just kind of stopped. Stopped talking to people or doing anything. There are rare exceptions to this of course. There are the times that I spent with Heather and Tracy at con and the fringe. As well as all of the time I spent with Mike or gaming. There just wasn't a lot of adventure involved at all.
Now school has started again and there may be adventure or there may not. I think I would be happy either way. Even if I don't expand my experience I'll be expanding my mind and that, for now, is enough. I'm liking all of my classes so far, even math. Surprisingly, thusfar phys ed is my favourite and that is not what I would have expected. But I love the teacher and it really is much better than the experiences I had in the gym in school. Perhaps if my gym class had been the way that I am now learning to teach it I would have had a lot more fun and would be more active now. Oh wait.... I'm lazy.... nevermind! Haha!
I am glad that I am not working as much as I was the first couple weeks of school. If I was working every night at Gymboree, even without the job at the day care I don't know when I would get anything done. This makes it all so much easier. I was worried that having two jobs while going to university would be difficult, and it was until I cut my hours at Gymboree. Now I think I can manage it and will be able to live and work comfortably for the rest of the year and maybe even save money. Save money rather than living from pay cheque to pay cheque. What a concept!
All in all, while I am stressed, I think it is because I am not used to being anymore, if that makes sense.