Apr 08, 2011 21:42
So in addition to the week being out to get me in general, today Laura and I went to the most emotionally traumatizing graduation planning meeting in the history of ever and I've kinda spent the rest of the day alternating between righteous fury that makes me want to just get this damn thing done and just wanting to cry because it's not my personal fault that the faculty haven't been pleased with past graduation ceremonies, bacuse I wasn't around for those and we the Players' Club officers are trying really hard to work with them to make it more what they'd like to see, but we still want to keep some of what the students are expecting, because after today's meeting I'm afraid that if we make all the changes that the faculty want they'll be thrilled and no students will be willing to participate.
Mostly I've been in cry mode, but I think that's also because my left shoulder is all messed up again, and I'm pretty PMS-y.
Also, this is just another of the many, many reasons why I'm not walking for my graduation, I'm just helping run and organize this debacle.
And to boot, we're down an actor for the short-film that I'm producing that shoots this weekend, so now we're mad-scrambling to find someone by Sunday and I WISH PEOPLE WOULD JUST BLOODY COMMUNICATE IN GENERAL WHY IS THIS SO HARD!!!
Okay, gonna go curl up in a corner now.
life sucks,
graduation,
film,
real life (kinda),
player's club,
stage managing