Not a Good Day
Okay, this entire semester so far has been just a mess. My schedule keeps changing, I keep adding this that I really shouldn't, and everyone around me is falling apart.
The worst thing at the moment is that I just can't focus on anything. Like really, I sit down to write an essay and I'll do anything-or everything-but that. And I can't figure out why, because it's not just schoolwork. I can't focus on reading my books, assigned or not. I can't set my mind to RPing, which I really want to get into again. I can't get my room clean or make dinner or anything, and every five minutes I'm starting to work on something else, so I have a ton of half-finished crap lying around. And it's slowly driving me insane.
So now I am going to turn off the music, take a deep breath, and write my essay. And only when I have finished said essay (or at least to a reasonable point), I will reward myself by finishing cleaning my room, even if it is three a.m. (since I can't sleep until my room is finished anyway because of the stuff on my bed). And If I finish both these things at a reasonable time, then I get to finish my book.
The worst thing at the moment is that I just can't focus on anything. Like really, I sit down to write an essay and I'll do anything-or everything-but that. And I can't figure out why, because it's not just schoolwork. I can't focus on reading my books, assigned or not. I can't set my mind to RPing, which I really want to get into again. I can't get my room clean or make dinner or anything, and every five minutes I'm starting to work on something else, so I have a ton of half-finished crap lying around. And it's slowly driving me insane.
So now I am going to turn off the music, take a deep breath, and write my essay. And only when I have finished said essay (or at least to a reasonable point), I will reward myself by finishing cleaning my room, even if it is three a.m. (since I can't sleep until my room is finished anyway because of the stuff on my bed). And If I finish both these things at a reasonable time, then I get to finish my book.