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so uh, i'm in petaluma
dont know really where the fuck that is besides its in california
shit is really fucked up right now, to the point where i dont want to really do anything, and i cant think of anything to do, i just want to get high, i just want to sleep
i'm really fucked up still over the shit in new orleans, i really liked that guy, my job, my squat, etc... and it all fell apart, as fucking usual but im getting sick of everything working out that way
and all of my old friends are spread out over the country doing their own shit, being happy for the most part, i am by myself again in an area i know absolutely nothing about, i dont have a clue where i'm going, and i can't think of anywhere i want to go
not speaking to my mom, she told me not to come home for christmas and that she wasnt sending me anything
i was travelin with these kids but i just ditched them for no reason
on a good note, i finally got to see wynd when i was in berkely, that was neat
dont know really where the fuck that is besides its in california
shit is really fucked up right now, to the point where i dont want to really do anything, and i cant think of anything to do, i just want to get high, i just want to sleep
i'm really fucked up still over the shit in new orleans, i really liked that guy, my job, my squat, etc... and it all fell apart, as fucking usual but im getting sick of everything working out that way
and all of my old friends are spread out over the country doing their own shit, being happy for the most part, i am by myself again in an area i know absolutely nothing about, i dont have a clue where i'm going, and i can't think of anywhere i want to go
not speaking to my mom, she told me not to come home for christmas and that she wasnt sending me anything
i was travelin with these kids but i just ditched them for no reason
on a good note, i finally got to see wynd when i was in berkely, that was neat