Betting on the Wrong Horse
Remember that one time that Laria tried to get someone kicked out of AXI that desperately needed it, and the linkshell leader agreed, and they decided to actually kick someone out for the first time in like six months, and the thing blew up so much in everyone's face that Laria decided that was the last bloody straw with AXI? And she dropped her pearlsack in rage and frusteration of this leader's total inability to ever change anything for the better or give her one inch of support. And, instead of calming down and coming back because that linkshell's her home, she decided she's bloody tired of having to do all the real hard work and having everyone hate it for her, and is starting her own linkshell without godawful cold soulless point systems and leaders that solve all problems by ignoring them. And that, perhaps stupidly, decided this was the place to make my stand and was one of the first to join up with her, and I have already tossed my pearl, and as I type this the fighting is probably still going on in AXI and people are choosing their camps.
I... remember... that.
Yeah. Yeeaahhh.
I'm going to Florida tomorrow for five days. I'm going to be desperately trying not to think of the fledgling group that we've started and the ramifications to those left behind and who's going to join who and what's going to happen and anything at all about FFXI or my life or anything not involving warm Florday days. On Wednesday when I return, I just hope everyone didn't decide to forgive and forget and all go back to AXI except for me, because I just don't think I can do it again.
I didn't ask for this. I really didn't. I just want a good group of people to kill crap with. I just want to see people get gear that they deserve, and people help other people and get help back. And that's so goddamn hard to find these days. I think this will be my last attempt at something great. Well, here we go again.
I... remember... that.
Yeah. Yeeaahhh.
I'm going to Florida tomorrow for five days. I'm going to be desperately trying not to think of the fledgling group that we've started and the ramifications to those left behind and who's going to join who and what's going to happen and anything at all about FFXI or my life or anything not involving warm Florday days. On Wednesday when I return, I just hope everyone didn't decide to forgive and forget and all go back to AXI except for me, because I just don't think I can do it again.
I didn't ask for this. I really didn't. I just want a good group of people to kill crap with. I just want to see people get gear that they deserve, and people help other people and get help back. And that's so goddamn hard to find these days. I think this will be my last attempt at something great. Well, here we go again.