Funny isn't it?
Not "haha funny", but more like "odd funny". My mother will still enforce curfew when she's two hours away and make me feel like shit in front of my friends. "I only have one more week here [to spend with my friends]" "I don't CARE." It feels like my friends aren't like wow your mom is really strict, I'm sorry, but it's not wow what the fuck is wrong with YOU and why is your mom like that? I know it's Asian-like for her to be like this, but I can't really think of anyone else's parents who are still this bad about it. This is why I didn't have friends back in LC because it wasn't worth the trouble to ask permission to go out. When you feel closer to your friends than you do with most of your family, it feels like something is wrong. I don't think my mom had any friends when she grew up. argh. I was so excited from seeing Ky again too.
Today was my last day of work. Good news yeah? My boss told me that since I was going to leave soon anyway, today might as well be my last day because she wouldn't have anything major for me to do for a while. I'll go in once in a while though to see if there is anything to be done. It's kinda sad because my boss is so nice. She didnt' really care that I fell asleep at work A LOT. I wish I were more responsible and driven. I feel like I'm missing out on life, and I'll look back at my childhood/young adult and regret not living it up. In my opinion, regret is one of the worst feelings.
Today was my last day of work. Good news yeah? My boss told me that since I was going to leave soon anyway, today might as well be my last day because she wouldn't have anything major for me to do for a while. I'll go in once in a while though to see if there is anything to be done. It's kinda sad because my boss is so nice. She didnt' really care that I fell asleep at work A LOT. I wish I were more responsible and driven. I feel like I'm missing out on life, and I'll look back at my childhood/young adult and regret not living it up. In my opinion, regret is one of the worst feelings.