Jan 18, 2006 16:19
The minute I stop planning activities to do with people, I get singled out. I don't get why I'm the one who gets singled out - I'm sure I have good personality, I have similar qualities to the people I have hung out with for the past four years, and yet, I am uninvited to almost every group gathering there is. So instead, I hang out with my coworkers who seem to enjoy my company who don't ditch me, but instead include me. There is a handful of people I greatly appreciate for staying my friends.
Lindsay.
Macky.
Tim.
Brian.
Thank you for being the four friends I can say that are my true dedicated and honest friends. I don't want to create a pity party, but I'm just sick of how I'm pushed aside. I just don't get it.
So for all the times I've covered for you. Let you in my house. Let you stay the night. Let you come over to party while the family was out of town. The small parties I through 'cause I thought it would be fun. The times I drove people around. Seriously. I am floored. This isn't even worth the hurt I feel.