i crash my mirrors
whoa dude. i haven't posted in like, forever.
woot myspace!
anyways. i am attempting to write a three papers. and i have this crazy knowledge in my head that i can do it. but at the same time, it's like i can't. and so to make up for my lack of sanity, i am filling up the hole with corn pops. which were 2 dollahs for a box. woot.
anyways. i was looking for inspiration to stop me from killing myself. which two people have already told me not to do. (corrie said "Bye E.G. Don't Jump!" and Jilli said, "Well, don't kill yourself cause you're stressed. Bye!") It actually worries me that i am in this state of internal calm chaos. so anyways, i found this quote and it's really unpoetic and kind of cheesy. but it is now written on neon pink paper and taped up so i can see it while i sit here NOT working. So this is more or less it:
"If I feel depressed I will sing
If I feel sad I will laugh
If I feel ill I will double my labour
If I feel fear I will plunge ahead
If I feel inferior I will wear new garments
If I feek uncertain I will raise my voice
If I feel incompetent I will think of past sucesses
If I feel insignificant I will remember my goals
Today I will be the master of my emotions"
-Og Mandino
It reminds me of Alana somewhat. But MY fav. part is the part about new garments because, yeah, it totally works. Anyways, I realize that using a quote by someone with the first name Og is sort of silly, so I will leave you now and return to my corn pops and paper
woot myspace!
anyways. i am attempting to write a three papers. and i have this crazy knowledge in my head that i can do it. but at the same time, it's like i can't. and so to make up for my lack of sanity, i am filling up the hole with corn pops. which were 2 dollahs for a box. woot.
anyways. i was looking for inspiration to stop me from killing myself. which two people have already told me not to do. (corrie said "Bye E.G. Don't Jump!" and Jilli said, "Well, don't kill yourself cause you're stressed. Bye!") It actually worries me that i am in this state of internal calm chaos. so anyways, i found this quote and it's really unpoetic and kind of cheesy. but it is now written on neon pink paper and taped up so i can see it while i sit here NOT working. So this is more or less it:
"If I feel depressed I will sing
If I feel sad I will laugh
If I feel ill I will double my labour
If I feel fear I will plunge ahead
If I feel inferior I will wear new garments
If I feek uncertain I will raise my voice
If I feel incompetent I will think of past sucesses
If I feel insignificant I will remember my goals
Today I will be the master of my emotions"
-Og Mandino
It reminds me of Alana somewhat. But MY fav. part is the part about new garments because, yeah, it totally works. Anyways, I realize that using a quote by someone with the first name Og is sort of silly, so I will leave you now and return to my corn pops and paper