I SERIOUSLY need something good to happen

[erato82]

I can not handle any more bad things. Or not even, bad, just shitty in general things happening to me. It's things that I honestly feel as if I've had no control over. So honestly, I feel like God has a magnifying glass and standing over me like some obnoxious kid and I'm the ant and feeling every ounce of blistering heat from just about every area

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[erato82]

I don't know that my path would in anyway resemble yours or that your's is wrong or right, but I honestly have this stuck in my head from the Message version of the Bible, Mark 9:29, it says "Become what you believe" - when he healed the blind men

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this makes me very happy. altho I am basicaly a humanist and a bit of a heathen(my girlfriend is VERY heathen and it rubs off) I know oh so much scripture due to my small stint as a baptist preacher.

"and who knoweth whether thou art not come to the kingdom for such a time as this?" Mordicai the Jew from Ester 4:14; ASV

also the words of aaron mc gruder, creator of the boon docks are pretty applicable in any situation too:
"quit actin' like niggas and act like you got some got damn sense..."

"Because regardless, I don't know if I deserve any/half/or all of it that is happening to me."
also, I used to feel like this a lot when I was younger. My roommate turned me on to the writings of Marcus Aurelius and his stoicism.

oh well, I barely have any idea who you are ...so yeah...that. them was some good sock puppets.

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[erato82]

I DO believe in a grand divine plan. Jeremiah 29:11, For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

And ironically, a former Baptist preacher/humanist just reminded me of that. ;)

Should I ask that your head be served on a platter? I am just kidding. But really, hope sometimes comes from the unlikeliest of places.

Right-0, sarcastic and dry humored sock puppets are my thing... haha, makes me want to download them illegally. Sssshhhhh.

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Yeah, like I was downtown after I played this show to raise money for the mobile roller derby right?
and I ended up at Beebops and like tony was tryin' to get me to dance, and tom's old girlfriend Hope comes up outta nowhere and grabs me and drags me on the floor and starts makin' me dance by feedin' me jager shots....

hope comes from where you least expect it/her.

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[erato82]

Exactly.

Perfect illustration.

Haha. That's great and that's all i got. =)

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yeah, I know...and if I hadn't gotten sick from drinkin' after her it would have been just awesome...but I did get sick, so hope really isn't getting what you want...it's getting what you need.

and while that's beating a dead horse...and kinda cliche...it's true.

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oh yeah...and the profet samuel can summon bears. it's true. it's in the bible. he had that super power. i think that's the best super power ever. ...summonin' bears.

I mean think about it!!! bears...ANY TIME YOU WANT EM!!!

like he was just hangin' out and these dudes made fun of him cause he was an "old bald head" and he like totally fucks their day right up by summonin' bears to come down and eat em!!!

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[erato82]

Now that's what I want to do.

Hells yea.

Lols, bring on your randomness of knowledge, it is refreshing.

=)

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also, all bears...including the ones that Sammy summoned (that's alliteration) are always left handed. dja know that??? they are...look it up!

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this stuff has degenerated into sounding like one of the later george carlin books...i dunno how I feel about that.