'cause there's this tune i found that makes me think of you somehow...

[eratko]

i was okay. everything was okay.
all calm and easy.
for the first time in a long time, everything was okay.
but no, you can't have it too long.
no way.
then i met you.
you just came out of nowhere.
i must have seen you for months, passing me by.
but i never really saw you.
until that day.
sept, 9th.
when you disappeared out of nowhere giving me a helping hand.
4 days and...
and? and i was done.
you got me.
from this very start.
got under my skin.
i counted days till we met again.
and again.
and again.
you made me laugh and smile and i felt so good.
i was slowly falling in love with you.
your smile became addicting.
all the elbow touching, all the braids i did for you.
anmd then...
you kissed me at midnight. on new year's eve.
and there's nothing.
freeze, and cold and silence.
i lost you. with that kiss.
what happened?
where we did wrong?
i don't know.
so please tell me...
say something...