Where did you go? I miss you so...

Jun 16, 2011 21:32

I have a magic box. Or a treasure box. I keep there very important material things. Wedding invitatations, old photographs, some happy cards, drawings. All the stuff I care about and which matter to me.
The most valuable thing I keep in there is one letter. A letter which is older than me. A love letter. It was written by my uncle to my godmother. So many years earlier.
When I'm sad without a reason I read it. Like today.

I've read it so many times. I can't tell how many. But it always touches me.
He was so in love with her. He was so scared aa well and so insecure about everything. Just like me. Sadly, I don't know this love story. When i had a chance to know it, i was to small to care bout that stuff.
She was an amazing women. She was one in a million. I loved her so much.
She was my everything. Even though I wasn't her daughter she treated me like i was. They both treated me like i was their child.

They were a marriage. For 8 years. Wonderful partner relationship. I loved being with them. Because I loved her, she was my entire world. She and I - my universe.

When i was 11 she died. In a car accident. A fairytale childhood she was given me ended in one day.

I miss her. Everyday. She'd understand me like no one ever could.
I have her picture on my night table and I sometimes just stare at her. She was so beautiful.
I miss her. So much.

crying, love, family, feelings, memories

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