I had hoped you'd seen my face, And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over...
2 days ago I had a dream. In that dream Lucas texted me that he realized how cruel he was for me and he was really sorry 'bout that.
Today I met him. At the train station. I'm sure he saw me, too.
I ignored him, pretended I didn't see him... My throat was so dry, millions thoughts were bombarding my head. Thanks to pills I have to take because of my blood pressure, my little heart stayed still... Without them-it'd jump out of my chest.
I was so overwhelmed. We haven't seen for so long. We haven't been in touch for several months...
I thought I had everything figured out. Apparently, I was wrong. So wrong.
I could just approach him and said hi and had a small-friendly conversation. I didn't. I couldn't.
I should have...
Then maybe it wouldn't be so bitter like now...
And my heart trouble, blood pressure? Have a new theory about this.
I guess it's pretty simple. It's all because of him. He has broken my heart so many times so my little heart can't handle anymore as well as before...
Today I met him. At the train station. I'm sure he saw me, too.
I ignored him, pretended I didn't see him... My throat was so dry, millions thoughts were bombarding my head. Thanks to pills I have to take because of my blood pressure, my little heart stayed still... Without them-it'd jump out of my chest.
I was so overwhelmed. We haven't seen for so long. We haven't been in touch for several months...
I thought I had everything figured out. Apparently, I was wrong. So wrong.
I could just approach him and said hi and had a small-friendly conversation. I didn't. I couldn't.
I should have...
Then maybe it wouldn't be so bitter like now...
And my heart trouble, blood pressure? Have a new theory about this.
I guess it's pretty simple. It's all because of him. He has broken my heart so many times so my little heart can't handle anymore as well as before...