I haven't tried to talk to you because the last time i did, you obviously didn't want to talk to me. And as for Allen, whatthehell? I can't help who i like, and maybe i wouldn't have liked him so easily if you'd have given me a legitimate reason not to. I asked you BEFORE I MET HIM what you thought of him and you told me he was "okay", then once i hang out with him, you have a problem? I have no idea how that's betraying you, but i'm sorry you feel like that.
I do talk about my amazing friends a lot. Because they are amazing. You were always my BEST. My -most amazing- best friend. But you stop talking to me because you don't like the boy i'm seeing? What the hell is that? One aspect of my life shouldn't upset you that much. I never said he'd have to hang out with us or anything... if you have a problem with him, i wouldn't expect you guys to be around eachother. I really like him and he's been nothing short of wonderful to me, i don't know why that bothers you when everyone else is so happy about how happy he makes me. I know he probably won't be around forever, but if he is, that's awesome. I just always assumed my best friend would be there no matter what, even if she didn't like my boyfriend.
If dating someone you don't like is stabbing you in the back, then i admit i did that. I just don't see how that at all equals betrayal.... As for talking shit about you, i NEVER have. You still mean more to me than anyone else i know, and it kills that you're this pissed over something as trivial as this.
You know maybe someday you'll get it...maybe. But I'm not going to bash my head against a brick wall trying to get you to understand because you aren't willing to. If you were willing to listen I would be willing to keep talking about this, but you're not taking in a word I'm saying, you're just saying no. I'm not going to twist your arm. It's not worth it!
Katie...all these people who are so happy you're with him don't know him! I wasn't going to tell you all the things I thought about him when I thought you were just hanging out. The second I realized it was going to go beyond that i told you not to do it. You never asked me for a reason, you just ignored me! Did you ever think me trying to get you to stay away from a guy I have very good reason to not trust with my best friend is me being a good friend. And when you ignore that and throw it back in my face...yeah katie...it's betrayal. You're betraying our friendship and all the trust I had in you for a guy...just some guy. One you said yourself probably won't be around forever. Well I would have been around forever, but apparently I'm not worth more to you than some guy. If you don't understand how you not listening or caring about what I have to say is going to piss me off you're missing the big picture that is reality! And stop acting innocent because you stopped talking to me as soon as you started up with him. You tried to talk to me once...a grand total of one time. You asked him how I was, I said fine and then you didn't say a word after that. And do you really think it's once aspect of your life...because that one aspect has completely changed you. I haven't heard a thing from you in the past month that isn't about him. You use to care what your dad thought...now you have hickeys all over your neck knowing it upsets him and just shrug it off like it's no big deal. You're playing house...you're not the katie I knew and your not the katie i love...she wasn't like this. You really think the fact that I wouldn't have to be around him matters when he's all you talk about? And you know what I assumed you'd always be there too, but you were to busy off with allen to be there when my dad kicked me out or when I found out my grandpa has cancer...so don't you dare question my loyalties!
I do talk about my amazing friends a lot. Because they are amazing. You were always my BEST. My -most amazing- best friend. But you stop talking to me because you don't like the boy i'm seeing? What the hell is that? One aspect of my life shouldn't upset you that much. I never said he'd have to hang out with us or anything... if you have a problem with him, i wouldn't expect you guys to be around eachother. I really like him and he's been nothing short of wonderful to me, i don't know why that bothers you when everyone else is so happy about how happy he makes me. I know he probably won't be around forever, but if he is, that's awesome. I just always assumed my best friend would be there no matter what, even if she didn't like my boyfriend.
If dating someone you don't like is stabbing you in the back, then i admit i did that. I just don't see how that at all equals betrayal.... As for talking shit about you, i NEVER have. You still mean more to me than anyone else i know, and it kills that you're this pissed over something as trivial as this.
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And stop acting innocent because you stopped talking to me as soon as you started up with him. You tried to talk to me once...a grand total of one time. You asked him how I was, I said fine and then you didn't say a word after that.
And do you really think it's once aspect of your life...because that one aspect has completely changed you. I haven't heard a thing from you in the past month that isn't about him. You use to care what your dad thought...now you have hickeys all over your neck knowing it upsets him and just shrug it off like it's no big deal. You're playing house...you're not the katie I knew and your not the katie i love...she wasn't like this. You really think the fact that I wouldn't have to be around him matters when he's all you talk about?
And you know what I assumed you'd always be there too, but you were to busy off with allen to be there when my dad kicked me out or when I found out my grandpa has cancer...so don't you dare question my loyalties!
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