today was okay. i got up at my usual 7 am but today without tom, hes away. i was supposed to be away right now so im upset about that. holly never fucking called me so i say fuck her. not i am determined to have more fun than i would have had with her, although that is a hard thing to do but im trying. i went shopping with my grandma and got clothes. cool shit i might add. I GOT A SKIRT. not just a skirt but a hot one. some shirts and shit ... you know. got home at like 3. waited for my mom who came home at like 330. hung out for a bit. went to my dads.
heres where things get a little better.
my frends steph came over cause she was bored and we chilled for a while. we played air hockey and i lost soooo bad to her. i guess i suck or something. we played on my computer for a bit and made fun of losers who talk to me when i tell them not to. then we played guitars. i have both of toms guitars while he is away with brett and scott so i am happy. i taught her how to play some things and when her mom got here steph performed for her. it was a kodak moment.
steph is gone now but im calling her tomorrow so that she can see my other house too cause she thinks im rich or something. what a joke.
i wanted to be part of jolenes emo club so i was trying o so hard to do so. haha i popped my collar.
well .... what can you say, im a loser.