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i knew not to get my hopes up because i know i will never be able to get you
i hate always feeling shitty
today in 7th hour i almost just lost it
its never ever anything big
its just repetitive shit that i put up with because i cant do anything but just take it
i see you walk out everyday
and today it made me even sadder because i wasnt with you
you smiled at me today
but i want more
i wish things would be for the good
things happen to me, but they are just not great, they are barely good
then something gets me down
people say they care for me but i think i care more about people than i should
somethings been missing, and i think it always will be
i dont want to be just something to replace another
i want to be something that is new
i dont have it bad
i dont even have anything
i hate always feeling shitty
today in 7th hour i almost just lost it
its never ever anything big
its just repetitive shit that i put up with because i cant do anything but just take it
i see you walk out everyday
and today it made me even sadder because i wasnt with you
you smiled at me today
but i want more
i wish things would be for the good
things happen to me, but they are just not great, they are barely good
then something gets me down
people say they care for me but i think i care more about people than i should
somethings been missing, and i think it always will be
i dont want to be just something to replace another
i want to be something that is new
i dont have it bad
i dont even have anything