It's not too late.

[eraserdust]

I see you every day
it's not just the nights.
I think of a hundred things to call you about
but then i always switch the phone on silent.
Of course I put it in my pocket..
it's not my fault if I feel it vibrate.

Nonsensical logic.

Marshmallows always made me sick.
I force them to have myself a good time.
There's been a lot of force-feeding lately.
A tan line on my finger, the smallest off-white circle
representing little to nothing.
Weight in my stomach every morning
now replaces the lost calm.

I've told too many lies lately
coming clean hurts my chest.
My world is burning from the inside out
so no one will notice for some time.
You picked me up when all was crashing around me
and reversed the situation.

Now I crash. As the world stands strong.