what secrets do they hide?////can't sleep
I can't sleep at all anymore.............but atleast I have lost some waight from being off seroquelwaight I been in the last yearjune 2005172 1lbsmay 2006162 1bsright now145-150 1lbs
I wish I could be one of those ana girls who don't eat anything : I would truly give up food for the respect and possible self-esteem that I crave....
something inside tells me that's not what's missing, that they are not happy, or atleast if I did it again I wouldn't be any happier.......
maybe I would just be a little happier, maybe at least I could get THIS off my mind
check list: check this right off my things to do
i was Sort of ana once i waighed 90 lbs. I look back at those photos and I don't look that good in them, I don't look good now, but I looked a little better then, but I still looked like me.....
I can't get away from that, I guess
If you hate yourself that much at 160? what is different about you at 90-?--
the only thing that was different was that there was less of me: I was about to fade away into nothingness I wrote about it all the time
as a person with hatred for herself I liked that feeling of being close to empty
emptiness= freedom from feeling anything
I want that again
I wish I could be one of those ana girls who don't eat anything : I would truly give up food for the respect and possible self-esteem that I crave....
something inside tells me that's not what's missing, that they are not happy, or atleast if I did it again I wouldn't be any happier.......
maybe I would just be a little happier, maybe at least I could get THIS off my mind
check list: check this right off my things to do
i was Sort of ana once i waighed 90 lbs. I look back at those photos and I don't look that good in them, I don't look good now, but I looked a little better then, but I still looked like me.....
I can't get away from that, I guess
If you hate yourself that much at 160? what is different about you at 90-?--
the only thing that was different was that there was less of me: I was about to fade away into nothingness I wrote about it all the time
as a person with hatred for herself I liked that feeling of being close to empty
emptiness= freedom from feeling anything
I want that again