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Well, I have pretty much been extinct to LJ for the last 6 months or so... with the exception of a couple drunken entries here and there. non-important.
There is too much to update on since then. So I will just fast forward to this week.
It is finals week, and it has been a long long looooooooong term. I am stressed out, and i feel as though i can get nothing accomplished today. I have had enough of dipole moments. And enough of Standard deviations. And i have had enough of Miotic Spindels! Enough Quantum Mechanics! Who cares which way the electron spins on the 4d2 obital! ENOUGH DAMMIT! Why must I learn these things that i will never use in my life, let alone remember next month.
Why must i pound these useless facts into my brain until it is about to explode?! WHY!!!
The term is almost over, but i feel as though if i try to cram one more fact into my head, i will have to kill myself. I have 3 more days, and the term is over.. yes. over. only for 2 weeks. then i must start again. school is consuming me whole. I'm almost extinct from the outside world. all of my time is spent in class or with my nose in books, or doing labratories, or other mandatory school work. I think I am going crazy. I cannot take it anymore. HELP ME RETAIN MY SANITY.
There is too much to update on since then. So I will just fast forward to this week.
It is finals week, and it has been a long long looooooooong term. I am stressed out, and i feel as though i can get nothing accomplished today. I have had enough of dipole moments. And enough of Standard deviations. And i have had enough of Miotic Spindels! Enough Quantum Mechanics! Who cares which way the electron spins on the 4d2 obital! ENOUGH DAMMIT! Why must I learn these things that i will never use in my life, let alone remember next month.
Why must i pound these useless facts into my brain until it is about to explode?! WHY!!!
The term is almost over, but i feel as though if i try to cram one more fact into my head, i will have to kill myself. I have 3 more days, and the term is over.. yes. over. only for 2 weeks. then i must start again. school is consuming me whole. I'm almost extinct from the outside world. all of my time is spent in class or with my nose in books, or doing labratories, or other mandatory school work. I think I am going crazy. I cannot take it anymore. HELP ME RETAIN MY SANITY.