Jun 02, 2005 20:18
soo i was just starting to get all depressed becuase i have turned in like at least 15 applications and havent heard anything back. I kno i am supposed to turn in applications then call them back and bug the crap out of them til they hire me but i am wierd and cant do that. i think that if i turn in an app and they want me to work for them they will call me back... well usually this doesnt work and so i never get another job and i stay at bostons and bitch.... well today TWO places called me about apps that i turned in LAST WEEK.. oh well they can take their sweet time as long as they want to give me a job! so brewed awakenings called me today at like 10 and told me to come in tomarrow at 5 AM (thats soo early, i dont think that i have ever been up that early in my life!) to start training.. right on.. my working in a coffee place.. how perfect is that... i spend like 20 bucks a week on coffee its only perfect for me to work there.. yeah i am soo excited..
then at like 12 the daycare (where elyse works) called me and wanted to kno if i was still interested in a job.. yah so i am having an interview on tuesday for that.. also awesome.. so now i just have to figure out how all this is gonna work.. and how to pass a drug test..oops. :( i had a little too much fun this weekend.. well hopefully it will all work out okay..
i am soo broke i havent made hardly any money for like a month now and i am sick of not being able to buy shit.. like i cant even afford to get a coffe if i want too.. this makes me sad...
on another note.. in three days i will be done with spring quarter.. THANK GOD.. i officailly dropped soc today.. so now i have another W on my trans which means that i will have to go to clark til next spring to finish my aa.. oh well just one more quarter.. it will be okay.. i really hope that i can pass math i have failed two tests and gotten a d on one.. i talked to the teacher today and he said that if i can get a c on the final he'll move me up.. but we arent going to do any review in the class.. and i am really behind so not sure how i am gonna study.. well no matter what happends i am already signed up for 109 next quarter.. i wonder if they will make me go back and retake this 093? i think that i got a c- in 091 and nobody said nething... knowing my luck ill apply to graduate and they wont let me til i retake both maths.. fuck! then ill be there til fall and thats three years.. thats ridiculous.. hmm well i guess it will all work out.. all i kno is that i am way looking forward to a break.. this quarter i have just not been there at all.. at work or in school.. i need a break to get caught up on bills and my life.. i need to get back to being me.. and hopefully come september i will be able to focus again..
well i think that i am gonna go have some tea.. then i am off to bed..
lets see.. if i got to bed at 900.. and get up at 4.. thats 7 hrs... i guess i could function on that.. wait its still gonna be light out at 9.. gah! this sux!
ttyl lata :)