i guess i have to find another job.. any one kno of anyone hiring?
well i have been trying to aviod the inevitable for.. well since august now, and i think i have finallu decided.. that i need to find another fucking job.. Which might be the thing that i hate the MOST out of any thing in the world.. just starting over at a new place.. being the stupid new girl really fuckin sux balls..
the thing is i really like boston's. I like thier food i get a long great with all the people who work there and i do like the managers.. but i am starting to get the impression that they dont really like me, for whatever reason, and seriously am i that bad? i really dont think so. but yah the story goes something like this:
have been at bostons for over a year now.. seen millions.. well maybe hundred? servers come and go and i hung in there. Because i like it there. i never have really gotten schedualed for enough hours.. but i usually can pick some up and be okay. usually ill be schedualed for two days for a while.. barely scrap by then gradually make it up to four.. which is what i want to work.. then randomly be back down to two again... well i have been in the two days a week slump for like three weeks now.. maybe four.. and every sunday when the schedual comes out i think that its gonna get better i am gonna get more hours.. and each week i am let down.. well this week i was REALLY let down.. i only have ONE DAY! i dont get it.. all the other servers have at least three and i have one? i dont understand what i did.. and it makes me feel like i cant get another serving job some where else becuase obviously i am not a good enough server.. so i just sit and wait..
fuckin sux..
i mean even if i lived at home i still couldnt live off of one fuckin day a week. so i called and found this out and started bawling immeadiotly like a stupid flippin girl.. and all justin could say was well what have i been telling you since august? not what i wanted to hear right there... ahh!
umm i dont kno what else... there was other shit i wanted to write..
the thing that sux aboout our management is that....they dont communicate with us.. i mean if i am doing something wrong then let me kno and i will do my best to fix it.. but i cant change and fix something when i dont k no what the fuck is wrong.. soo dumb..
bob is the general manager... he is a really nice guy and a friend to everyones face.. so if u are doin something wrong then he would never let you know... if a guest complains about you. he will never say nething to you.. which can be good and can be bad.. then thers justin he is a prick in a half but sadly the best manager they have.. sadly he is who does the server schedual.. i never see him so i never have the chance to ask him what the fuck the deal is.. but i finally worked with him the other night and i asked him what the deal was.. and he just said well i really dont have any control this week bob is doing the schedual becuase we hired three more people.. thats how it is down there.. they just pass shit on.. never teel you to ur face what the fuck the deal is.. so now i have one day.. and i thought that bob liked me.. i guess not..
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the other night i was having a bad night and waitiing on this complete bithes just the kind of people who make ur skin crawl when u walk up to the table.. the kind of people who come in and complain about everything just to get something free. and i got all upset and creid and bob said.. this gets me soo fired up.. well erin how long have we been open? i answered a year, bob-and how long have you worked here? a year.. "okay we must not hate you that much " well then give me some fuckin hours that shows me that bitch! hmm i just dont kno ..
you kno what i bet i know what it was.. they called me to come in last night.. shaina. i was in the shower and didnt get the messege til like 530o and they wanted me to come in at 5 she wanted me to call and say either way.. but i didnt call cuz i figured that it was too late by the time i got the messege.. they are soo fucked up down there i bet thats why i only have one day... i almost guarentee thats what it was.. god dammit.. so fucked up..
well i think i am done now.. thank you livejournal for letting me spill my guts..
ps we won the auction.. i will be sitting 19th row at kenny chesney.. i will be seeing his as mucles flinch.. and the sweat beads on his face.. just think about that and it will make me happy.. yes yes it will... nevermind how much we paid.. my god i need another job..
the thing is i really like boston's. I like thier food i get a long great with all the people who work there and i do like the managers.. but i am starting to get the impression that they dont really like me, for whatever reason, and seriously am i that bad? i really dont think so. but yah the story goes something like this:
have been at bostons for over a year now.. seen millions.. well maybe hundred? servers come and go and i hung in there. Because i like it there. i never have really gotten schedualed for enough hours.. but i usually can pick some up and be okay. usually ill be schedualed for two days for a while.. barely scrap by then gradually make it up to four.. which is what i want to work.. then randomly be back down to two again... well i have been in the two days a week slump for like three weeks now.. maybe four.. and every sunday when the schedual comes out i think that its gonna get better i am gonna get more hours.. and each week i am let down.. well this week i was REALLY let down.. i only have ONE DAY! i dont get it.. all the other servers have at least three and i have one? i dont understand what i did.. and it makes me feel like i cant get another serving job some where else becuase obviously i am not a good enough server.. so i just sit and wait..
fuckin sux..
i mean even if i lived at home i still couldnt live off of one fuckin day a week. so i called and found this out and started bawling immeadiotly like a stupid flippin girl.. and all justin could say was well what have i been telling you since august? not what i wanted to hear right there... ahh!
umm i dont kno what else... there was other shit i wanted to write..
the thing that sux aboout our management is that....they dont communicate with us.. i mean if i am doing something wrong then let me kno and i will do my best to fix it.. but i cant change and fix something when i dont k no what the fuck is wrong.. soo dumb..
bob is the general manager... he is a really nice guy and a friend to everyones face.. so if u are doin something wrong then he would never let you know... if a guest complains about you. he will never say nething to you.. which can be good and can be bad.. then thers justin he is a prick in a half but sadly the best manager they have.. sadly he is who does the server schedual.. i never see him so i never have the chance to ask him what the fuck the deal is.. but i finally worked with him the other night and i asked him what the deal was.. and he just said well i really dont have any control this week bob is doing the schedual becuase we hired three more people.. thats how it is down there.. they just pass shit on.. never teel you to ur face what the fuck the deal is.. so now i have one day.. and i thought that bob liked me.. i guess not..
t
the other night i was having a bad night and waitiing on this complete bithes just the kind of people who make ur skin crawl when u walk up to the table.. the kind of people who come in and complain about everything just to get something free. and i got all upset and creid and bob said.. this gets me soo fired up.. well erin how long have we been open? i answered a year, bob-and how long have you worked here? a year.. "okay we must not hate you that much " well then give me some fuckin hours that shows me that bitch! hmm i just dont kno ..
you kno what i bet i know what it was.. they called me to come in last night.. shaina. i was in the shower and didnt get the messege til like 530o and they wanted me to come in at 5 she wanted me to call and say either way.. but i didnt call cuz i figured that it was too late by the time i got the messege.. they are soo fucked up down there i bet thats why i only have one day... i almost guarentee thats what it was.. god dammit.. so fucked up..
well i think i am done now.. thank you livejournal for letting me spill my guts..
ps we won the auction.. i will be sitting 19th row at kenny chesney.. i will be seeing his as mucles flinch.. and the sweat beads on his face.. just think about that and it will make me happy.. yes yes it will... nevermind how much we paid.. my god i need another job..