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so i am starting to get nervous. Here i was all excited about working fri-sun night becuase that used to mean like 100 bucks at least.. well the past two nights i have been working like 3 hrs and making like 30 that is NOT going to make rent.. I have soo many bills.. and christmas too.. good god. well i am not broke yet.. but after next week.. yah wont have any money. and that will be bad. In the next week i have to pay 100 for my computer, 105 for car and cell and insurance, and 200 for rent, we need to buy groceries... which will prolly be like 100, and i need to start buyin xmas presents. I got paid today.. yah I was hoping that it would be at least 200.. nope 178.. what the hell am i gonna do with 178? pay for my car and well thats about it, not cool. grrr! maybe i should have stayed at home! oh well too late now. I will do this.. i HAVE to do this, i have no choice