Of Being Fat, and the Implications

Feb 07, 2011 17:25

Today has been a terrible day. There have been many things to go wrong, but I'll only mention the one that's happened within the last 5 minutes to me ( Read more... )

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eram_quod_es February 8 2011, 06:43:23 UTC
I'm so used to it that I really don't notice when I call them 'mommy' and 'daddy.'

My mom....is not the most tactful of people. Nor is my father. ....or my sister....or me, for that matter. I don't really take too much offense to it, since I agree with her, but meh. I don't need people to point it out to me. I'm perfectly capable of observing that which is, to be put plainly, fucking attached to my very being. I don't know why people feel the need to point it out. :I But that's me being bitter.

I wouldn't have been so, well, not upset per se, but more aggravated, if I hadn't already been having such a shitty day. Hopefully tomorrow will look brighter. But today was just so incredibly terrible, I had to vent. Sorry for being a downer, moonshine. ;-;

What I wish I could do is go swimming! I love swimming, especially in the ocean. But mom won't let me do it unless someone else is there, and let's face it....no one wants to go with me. Not having friends kinda sucks in that regard. Also don't own a bathing suit. XD I just wade in, in regular clothes.

To vent some of my frustration, I attempted re-installing photoshop into my laptop~ And I managed to do it, and do more venting by making another header. Did you know I was the one who made the header for the friending meme? :) A lot of work, but I kinda feel jipped that they didn't credit me with developing it. Ah, well...

The one I did this evening is this:



I like green. :| Do you like green? Let's be green together. *grows mold*

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my7own7will February 27 2011, 19:07:59 UTC
...That makes me so angry.

To hear that from your mom must be really painful...You shouldnt listen to what she or other people say...the important thing is that you like yourself for who you are (it's coming from someone who's a bit chubby herself). If there is things that you want to change and feel that it's in your powers, then you should do so, but dont force yourself just because other people tells you to.

...If you want to swim, then do it. Do it when your mother is not with you. If it's something you want to do then you should do it.

I dont understand why you dont have any friends, you seem like a great person. I dont mean to sound rude, but are you completly sure that you dont have friends? There could be people who cares about you and likes you, but you dont realize it...? Couldnt it be like that? Again, Im sorry if Im saying something rude. If I lived were you lived I would've liked to be friends with you.

btw, That picture of America and Russia is really beautiful!

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