im not used to spilling my heart out
i finished everything i needed to finish. i am exhausted. my brain is fried, i am out of energy, wrapping presents has become to difficult. few things are more desirable than curling up with a good book and passing out, albeit a book i bought for a friend.
girls are increasingly frustrating. the adorable philosophy girl who loves hummus and i had a heart to heart over a metaphysics review. just as i decied i could fall in love with this girl, i find out she is tranfering to uc santa cruz. i was excited for her and instantly depressed. she told me to get out of so cal, she said "make it happen," she wrote down my email. my heart breaks everytime her name isnt in my inbox.
valerie disapeared long enough to get herself a boyfriend and then deceids to talk to me. im fairly certain, that is, i believe and feel justified in believing that were both still really into each other. i have a date on wednesday. i need a haircut.
Ari called last night. we talked like we used to. i held back like i always did. the scilences aren't awkward. "it's amazing how long people can talk without saying anything." "yeah, two years is a long time." she left for thailand today. i used to love that girl.
this boy needs some love.
p.s. eric, i have some new philosophy to run by you. call me.
girls are increasingly frustrating. the adorable philosophy girl who loves hummus and i had a heart to heart over a metaphysics review. just as i decied i could fall in love with this girl, i find out she is tranfering to uc santa cruz. i was excited for her and instantly depressed. she told me to get out of so cal, she said "make it happen," she wrote down my email. my heart breaks everytime her name isnt in my inbox.
valerie disapeared long enough to get herself a boyfriend and then deceids to talk to me. im fairly certain, that is, i believe and feel justified in believing that were both still really into each other. i have a date on wednesday. i need a haircut.
Ari called last night. we talked like we used to. i held back like i always did. the scilences aren't awkward. "it's amazing how long people can talk without saying anything." "yeah, two years is a long time." she left for thailand today. i used to love that girl.
this boy needs some love.
p.s. eric, i have some new philosophy to run by you. call me.