Walking Zombie.

[erago]

All around, life just sucks right now. I'm not going into what, but... It's enough pain to leave me a walking zombie. I can't sleep, eat, or drink. All I can do is feel my pain. All I can do is continue to shake violently...and have fits like that. Thankfully I'm not under one now, but I will probably go under another one soon. All I can do

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[humble_l]

I could be totally wrong, but I think I know what you are talking about too. Eh.. but, you know how to ground right? Try some major grounding to release all that pain into the earth to be healed and cleansed. It may not remove all the pain you are in, but could certainly maybe.. lessen it some.

[erago]

Fire decided to be nice to me yesterday. I ripped to shreads these papers that I had...that showed what represented my pain. Then I burnt them. That helped released the pain as well as playing airsoft and not being allowed to wallow and talk to the person who hurt me. I still bleed and will be for a long time. I'm...sane right now. But next time, I'll try to ground.

[humble_l]

Hey, if burning works, stick with that. I was just trying to offer a way to help. Sounds like you got one already! Or you could try both if ever needed again. =)

[erago]

I'm probably going to have too...though, I still bleed...emotionaly that is.

[humble_l]

Emotional wounds can take a while to heal.

[erago]

I know and this one hurts a lot.