hey, just read a comment you made about losing 20lbs in hardly any time - how little time? i've been 'recovered' for four years and i really can't remember how fast i lost weight!
Well, I lost 15 lbs in 2 months, and 5 the month before those... so 20 lbs in three months... I felt as though that was fast, but just a week ago i fasted and exercised and lost 6 lbs in a week. :) So who knows. I'll add ya back... :) ~!~
cheers, i know last time i starved i lost 50lbs in 10 weeks but i was put in hospital and i'd rather not do that again, i think i'll try for 20lbs in 2 months, i can get away with that - wish me luck!
i'm 23 and that time was four years ago and was my first and last hospitalisation, i only dropped to 107 but i was 157 ten weeks before that, it's much easier to lose massive amounts of weight if you're fat
now i've managed to creep back up to 132 over those four years and i've decided that recovery was bullshit - i'm miserable at this weight
i think the therapy i had over 10 months was good but i think i should have continued because i have a tendancy to either binge or starve but i can't afford therapy so my self-medication is ana!
how tall are you? I'm down to 116, but its mostly through a lot of purging and a fast here and there... I'm almost 21, but my parents think it would be a good idea for me to "admit" myself b/c im gonna "kill" myself or just disappear. (the second one is the one im aiming for) But did you decide to seek treatment or did people hound you to? Sorry im asking so many questions, just curiuos. ~!~
purging fucks you up badly, it really messes with your salt levels, i don't mean plain old salt i mean natural body stuff, if that makes sense
starving is a much more natural thing for your body to deal with because it used to happen whereas it's never normal to vomit all the time
i had a lot more wrong with me than just ana, i got very depressed and tried to kill myself and that led to me being admitted, otherwise i may well have lost a lot more weight
i think therapy stopped me being that depressed and i'm very thankful for that, i am much happier, but i think i have a lot of problems still and tbh ana is probably not the answer but as i said, money is an issue
how tall are you? and what weight did you start at?
just registered your 'disappear' comment - that is TOTALLY how i tend to feel! like i don't want to take up space in the world and if i get small enough i'll eventually just disappear and no-one will even notice, weird!
H:5'7" CW: 115 LW: I always say 112 b/c that was what I weighed my jr/sr year of highschool but 116 was my lowest last year. :) HW: 144 <-- yuck i know... talk about the freshmen 30 ha BMI: 18
My goal right now is to get my bmi down to 16 (or 102 lbs) by my bday in the beginning of April.
I also had a lot of problems with depression, leading me to seek help after suicide attempts and bulimia had gotten really bad.
It's cool we have some things in common. Stay Strong ~!~
hey. im 5'6 and 115 as well. my goal is 100 pounds by mid april. we could do this together. well, i just like saying that because it motivates me. good luck though!
i added you m'dear xxx
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I'll add ya back... :)
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What's your stats now/how old are you?
You don't think "treatment" helped?
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now i've managed to creep back up to 132 over those four years and i've decided that recovery was bullshit - i'm miserable at this weight
i think the therapy i had over 10 months was good but i think i should have continued because i have a tendancy to either binge or starve but i can't afford therapy so my self-medication is ana!
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I'm down to 116, but its mostly through a lot of purging and a fast here and there... I'm almost 21, but my parents think it would be a good idea for me to "admit" myself b/c im gonna "kill" myself or just disappear. (the second one is the one im aiming for)
But did you decide to seek treatment or did people hound you to?
Sorry im asking so many questions, just curiuos.
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purging fucks you up badly, it really messes with your salt levels, i don't mean plain old salt i mean natural body stuff, if that makes sense
starving is a much more natural thing for your body to deal with because it used to happen whereas it's never normal to vomit all the time
i had a lot more wrong with me than just ana, i got very depressed and tried to kill myself and that led to me being admitted, otherwise i may well have lost a lot more weight
i think therapy stopped me being that depressed and i'm very thankful for that, i am much happier, but i think i have a lot of problems still and tbh ana is probably not the answer but as i said, money is an issue
how tall are you? and what weight did you start at?
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CW: 115
LW: I always say 112 b/c that was what I weighed my jr/sr year of highschool but 116 was my lowest last year. :)
HW: 144 <-- yuck i know... talk about the freshmen 30 ha
BMI: 18
My goal right now is to get my bmi down to 16 (or 102 lbs) by my bday in the beginning of April.
I also had a lot of problems with depression, leading me to seek help after suicide attempts and bulimia had gotten really bad.
It's cool we have some things in common.
Stay Strong
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Tell me some more about yourself... I'd love to get to know you.
<3 Jess
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