boys...
I probably shouldn't be worrying about this because I'm not at school yet and things might not be so confusing as I'm making them out to be, but I feel like ranting so I'm going to. feel free to pay absolutely no attention.
pro: I met a wonderful guy this weekend. Friend of a friend. I've never met somebody and then ended up being, uh, romantically involved so fast. It was really wonderful and really sweet.
con: there's still mark at school, who after all I went through convincing him to try going out with me... and I honestly like the both of them so much. The other guy (his name is actually ben, which is sort of funny) sort of came out of nowhere for me, but we really like each other. I feel like it wouldn't be fair after all the yeses and noes and convincing that I went through with mark to not try to make things go further with him, and I want to make things go further with him, I really do... but at the same time... mark and I never said anything definite - I haven't actually talked to him over break, so I don't know how he feels about anything as of now. so I don't know. all I know is I really like them both, and it totally figures that this would happen to me. I think it's another test since the last time this sort of thing happened it drove me nuts. I'm trying not to worry about it so much, at least not 'till I get back to school, but i am a very good worrier...
pro: I met a wonderful guy this weekend. Friend of a friend. I've never met somebody and then ended up being, uh, romantically involved so fast. It was really wonderful and really sweet.
con: there's still mark at school, who after all I went through convincing him to try going out with me... and I honestly like the both of them so much. The other guy (his name is actually ben, which is sort of funny) sort of came out of nowhere for me, but we really like each other. I feel like it wouldn't be fair after all the yeses and noes and convincing that I went through with mark to not try to make things go further with him, and I want to make things go further with him, I really do... but at the same time... mark and I never said anything definite - I haven't actually talked to him over break, so I don't know how he feels about anything as of now. so I don't know. all I know is I really like them both, and it totally figures that this would happen to me. I think it's another test since the last time this sort of thing happened it drove me nuts. I'm trying not to worry about it so much, at least not 'till I get back to school, but i am a very good worrier...