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[era_of_darkness]

ok, it's done. ben and i aren't together anymore. it had to be done but it sucks.

today was awful, mostly because i was bored all day. and when i did start to get upset, like now, not only am i bored but i don't feel like doing anything. gah.

at least i'm getting out of the house tomorrow for some time, with people.