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did I make another stupid decision? prrrobably.
but I have three weeks to think about it. three weeks to calm myself down about it, and to go with the flow and see what happens. I may not be entirely back to an even keel as far as my depression goes, but I'm much closer. last time I made this type of decision I was losing my mind. I felt really nervous about it earlier - I couldn't sleep and I had a nightmare about it - but I think I'll be OK. I already feel somewhat better and I wrote down stuff when I wasn't able to sleep. of course I can't even say what the decision is because... yeah, maybe sometime later. I think I can step back too and change my mind if need be. but yeah. *crosses fingers*
but I have three weeks to think about it. three weeks to calm myself down about it, and to go with the flow and see what happens. I may not be entirely back to an even keel as far as my depression goes, but I'm much closer. last time I made this type of decision I was losing my mind. I felt really nervous about it earlier - I couldn't sleep and I had a nightmare about it - but I think I'll be OK. I already feel somewhat better and I wrote down stuff when I wasn't able to sleep. of course I can't even say what the decision is because... yeah, maybe sometime later. I think I can step back too and change my mind if need be. but yeah. *crosses fingers*