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i do not know how to handle my life.
i do not know how to feel validated as a person without some sort of steady sexual and/or romantic relationship with someone. how did this happen to me? i've tried. i've even done things i liked over winter break, decided to take alex off facebook and IM... i thought i was making progress. but i don't even care. i wrote a story, i don't even care. i drew some stuff, i don't even care. i don't know how to fix it. i don't know how this happened to me.
i do not know how to feel validated as a person without some sort of steady sexual and/or romantic relationship with someone. how did this happen to me? i've tried. i've even done things i liked over winter break, decided to take alex off facebook and IM... i thought i was making progress. but i don't even care. i wrote a story, i don't even care. i drew some stuff, i don't even care. i don't know how to fix it. i don't know how this happened to me.