starting over.
i'm starting over. it seems like everything has gotten out of hand. there's just so much to be stressed about for me right now. i'm not gonna sit here and go into those things, but i am gonna go into one thing. the thing that i am actually starting over, which would be: friends. i am sick of people talking shit. i am sick of people being mad over nothing. i am sick of getting stabbed in the back, ditched, etc. i think you get the point. i've decided to take things more care-free from now on. if someone is gonna be mad or upset over nothing, then that's fine. i am not going to waste my time worrying about it. ESPECIALLY when something is assumed and a person is mad about that. i couldn't hate it more when someone assumes something is the truth and they are upset about that something. however, most of all, what bothers me most.... is when i feel like my true friends don't even care about me anymore or enough to talk to me when things are bothering them.
PS - i'm sure some people will ASSUME that certain parts of this entry are about them. if this person is you, TALK TO ME ABOUT IT, don't just say "well erica said this about me so now i'm not gonna be her friend." that would be a perfect example of what this entry is even about, which makes you look bad. i've given up holding back what i have to say, so i'll be 100% honest with you.
PS - i'm sure some people will ASSUME that certain parts of this entry are about them. if this person is you, TALK TO ME ABOUT IT, don't just say "well erica said this about me so now i'm not gonna be her friend." that would be a perfect example of what this entry is even about, which makes you look bad. i've given up holding back what i have to say, so i'll be 100% honest with you.