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it shouldn't have to be this hard .. all the time.
you make things impossible. you make it so hard to breathe. i hate to say it .. but you deserve everything that you get .. because you've hurt me way too much .. & when you did. you just sat there, you didn't care.
& it's really funny. it feels like whenever i need you the most, you're never here. you're always busy with something else. maybe that's why i'm so afraid to tell you things .. because i know everything is just hopeless. i never saw it .. but things were always hopeless between the two of us. as happy as i am sometimes .. i just need to end this. i need to end everything.
i've never felt so alone before.
you make things impossible. you make it so hard to breathe. i hate to say it .. but you deserve everything that you get .. because you've hurt me way too much .. & when you did. you just sat there, you didn't care.
& it's really funny. it feels like whenever i need you the most, you're never here. you're always busy with something else. maybe that's why i'm so afraid to tell you things .. because i know everything is just hopeless. i never saw it .. but things were always hopeless between the two of us. as happy as i am sometimes .. i just need to end this. i need to end everything.
i've never felt so alone before.