COLD COLD HEART

Jan 25, 2004 15:38

for so long i wanted you to come away with me.... walk with me... be with me..
i thought i could let you into my heart and let you experience my soul.. maybe it was to much for you to handle.. i will never know. i wanted you to come away with me so we could kiss. once again. but you turned away. now i understand. i will never wake up with you lying next to me again... all i asked for you to do was to love me... and come away with me....
summer days are gone... too soon... fourth of july well never be the same.. life wont smell sweet... life wont be able to breathe.. for me.. why did you have to leave. me. you cant give in, there is still hope. or so i thought. sometimes i close my eyes and picture you and i. forever. together. i know it wont be true though. i realize it will never be again. maybe it was just seasons for us. everything changes ..
will you think of me? will you tell me you were wrong. why do we have to be alone. side by side. and not hold hands together. i know you o so well. i know you inside and out like no one ever knew you. i know how you feel. and after much effort to not agree with you. i know what i have to do. i have to look deep into the stars in the sky.. and find a new. i will close my heart on you. i will try.
maybe someday you will realize this huge mistake your making, and i will not be there. i will not let myself get torn apart again. i will not love you again. and you will be lost. lost without me. what will you do.maybe you will remember all the great times, all those times you told me you loved me. now though, we must part. and i will never again, walk to ur side, because you have a cold cold heart, and i dont want apart of it anymore.........
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