Fridae Mullings
In office, chilling before a dinner appointment.....end of the working week, finally.....
I have been feeling disconnected from people lately. A bit like an out-of-body experience. Feeling drained, depressed, tired. Decided that I will take a break from the serial dating thinggy, and go easy on the FCC Ministries until I am centred again. Been running on empty, trying to fulfill responsibilities and expectations, but have not been refreshed ... Fonsus asked me a couple of days ago why I would like a partner, and weren't friends enough? My answer to him was while friends were all good and dandy, there are limits to the friend friend thinggy, and in the end, they have their own lives and priorities, and too much reliance on them to fill the void would become intrusive for them after a while. As such, I do feel that sometimes, I crave that companionship that goes beyond friendship, as Shayan puts it, we are all built for relationships, apart from a few toxic, EQ deficient retards that people should steer clear of ....
And whoever is down on the square is singing "Crazy World" from Victor/Victoria, my favourite song from the musical....delightful....
Crazy World
Full of crazy contradictions like a child
First you drive me wild, and then you win my heart
with your wicked art
One minute tender, gentle
Then temperamental as a summer storm
just when I believe your heart's getting warmer
you're cold and you're cruel, and I like a fool
try to cope, try to hang on, to hope
Crazy World
Everyday the same old roller-coaster ride
But I've got my pride, I won't give in
Even though I know I'll never win
Oh, how I love this crazy world
I have been feeling disconnected from people lately. A bit like an out-of-body experience. Feeling drained, depressed, tired. Decided that I will take a break from the serial dating thinggy, and go easy on the FCC Ministries until I am centred again. Been running on empty, trying to fulfill responsibilities and expectations, but have not been refreshed ... Fonsus asked me a couple of days ago why I would like a partner, and weren't friends enough? My answer to him was while friends were all good and dandy, there are limits to the friend friend thinggy, and in the end, they have their own lives and priorities, and too much reliance on them to fill the void would become intrusive for them after a while. As such, I do feel that sometimes, I crave that companionship that goes beyond friendship, as Shayan puts it, we are all built for relationships, apart from a few toxic, EQ deficient retards that people should steer clear of ....
And whoever is down on the square is singing "Crazy World" from Victor/Victoria, my favourite song from the musical....delightful....
Crazy World
Full of crazy contradictions like a child
First you drive me wild, and then you win my heart
with your wicked art
One minute tender, gentle
Then temperamental as a summer storm
just when I believe your heart's getting warmer
you're cold and you're cruel, and I like a fool
try to cope, try to hang on, to hope
Crazy World
Everyday the same old roller-coaster ride
But I've got my pride, I won't give in
Even though I know I'll never win
Oh, how I love this crazy world