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wow, i am SO sorry for the emo post back there. i had four minutes to write it in, i was rambling, and my muchos apologies. MUCHOS. sincerely. my father was just being a total dick. again. you can just forget what i said.... for now...
ANYWAY.
today was good. better then i thought it would be. some shit went down this morning, and i was scared of the result for a while. no, it wasn't bad,like a fight or whatever.... it was just something. anyway, i got my results, which were so-so, but then something made me change my mind and brightened up my day a whole lot more.
i need eight dollars. i've got three. who's got five? ima steal dollars from people tmrw. no more soda. just borrowing money. lol, i feel so bad about it, too. but i need it. hmm. maybe i can offer to do somebody's homework? well, first i have to do my own. but still.
i think i might be starting to like my life a little bit. i'm getting out of my depression, somewhat, and i'm liking some things. other things, im still confused and lost about, some things i still loathe, some things m still kinda sad about. but some things are seeming brighter. i like my friends. i think i'm about to learn who are my real ones, though. maybe not anytime soon, but theres always a chance. have you ever had that feeling? i dont like it.
hmm.
i wanna go write, but im getting mucho bloackage in my brain. hmmmmmm.
later-o.
ANYWAY.
today was good. better then i thought it would be. some shit went down this morning, and i was scared of the result for a while. no, it wasn't bad,like a fight or whatever.... it was just something. anyway, i got my results, which were so-so, but then something made me change my mind and brightened up my day a whole lot more.
i need eight dollars. i've got three. who's got five? ima steal dollars from people tmrw. no more soda. just borrowing money. lol, i feel so bad about it, too. but i need it. hmm. maybe i can offer to do somebody's homework? well, first i have to do my own. but still.
i think i might be starting to like my life a little bit. i'm getting out of my depression, somewhat, and i'm liking some things. other things, im still confused and lost about, some things i still loathe, some things m still kinda sad about. but some things are seeming brighter. i like my friends. i think i'm about to learn who are my real ones, though. maybe not anytime soon, but theres always a chance. have you ever had that feeling? i dont like it.
hmm.
i wanna go write, but im getting mucho bloackage in my brain. hmmmmmm.
later-o.