and i'm so much better than before

[equisetaceae]

it always amazes me the rush i feel when I actually do the work that I'm procrastinating from.  I don't understand why I make myself sick over avoiding things when it actually feels good to do the work in the end! Not just the complete-ing but the do-ing.

i mean really!  things are never as bad as you make them be by avoiding them.  WHEN WILL I LEARN!?!

ps. also- why do all my subject lines seem to be weakerthans lyrics? :)