Latest happenings in the Equine's world...
Yes, much good, alittle sad. Found a place. 8 acres, 1200 sq ft house. Good place to bring the horse(s) back too. Put a bid in on Thurs this week, whould find out next week if current owner accepts. Keeping hooves crossed for luck. It would be nice to be able to have my whole family back together again. My mental levels have finally even'd out. Kind of nice not worrying about anything, because honestly, I have given up on caring about anything or anyone that is not in close contact with me. My main priority is getting my horses back, I really do miss them and need the company. The sad being that a certain person and I have parted ways, mutually. Taking the time apart may be good, may be bad. But all I can do is wish him luck in whatever he is searching for, and for him to know that I am always here for him. Myself? I am going back to beig a wandering soul. My ponyism has grown vastly in the past few months and I found a few camps I will be attending this year. Solo pony, no handler. On a lighter note, I leave for Colorado on thurs. for 2 weeks, a much needed vacation. I am meeting my parents there for some time. I am really looking forward to taking the little one up into the mountains on horseback (horse rental is freaking expensive out there, but worth it). I will be venturing out tonight into public again, my first time out in almost a month, but I need to face the demons head on to beat this. A few fellows furs might be out, so it will be nice to see them.
Funny, I am not depressed, not overly excited about any one thing, just kind of BLAH right now. To much upsetting stuff recently has caused me to go cold again and pull backl inside of myself.
What will the future bring me?
Who knows. But good or bad, it is life, and I will live through it.